Thursday, July 29, 2010

Today and tomorrow...

Today I'm here (in Kuching) and tomorrow I will be in there (Selangor).... Hmmmm Can't wait to see him. But there's a lot things to be pack today (ARGH!!!!)... Really don't like packing (or tidying or organizing). Hate it... Hate it... Hate it... Urghhhhh......

Travel and journey... What's the difference?

Me and my journey of life, but I hate to travel with a lot of luggage. Oh help me please...

There isn't a lot of things to talk about today, because I'm anxious to travel.. (Hopefully my things aren't overweight). It's been a long time since i last travel.

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Tuesday, July 27, 2010

choices choices choices

Today is another miserable day... Headache and heartache...Emotion so unstable.
Remember the younger days... Everything is nothing. And nothing is everything. Immature. Hmm.. that's what make life so cheerful. Because no rule. But then, there's a BIG 'BUT' there...if I was thoughtful enough back then, I wouldn't end up like with this kind of situation. Everything will be in place. Everything!.

I hope and pray that I'm not too late to get start my plan for my life. Don't want to stuck in this yucky and bad situation more than I can bear. How does they achieve it with all the challenges come around the corner every now and then?

Dear doctor,,, today, i'm feeling so angry.....
Why some people just know how make other people's miserable,, as though they nothing else to do... ARGHHHHH!!! I'm angry and mad at this kind of people. Even he/she is in the high ranking position, they do not need to make other's life difficult.....

Monday, July 26, 2010

Plans and management???

1. 24 hour per day
2. Sleeping ---> 8 hours
3. Meals and preparations of meals -----> 4 hours
4. Showersss---> 1 hour
5. Nap??? -------> 1 hour
6. Chat with boyfriend & friends & online ------> almost unlimited

so here's the picture of where my time went.....

Hmmmmm (Sigh~~~~~)

Need more quality time for my life...... Leaving internet???? Maybe just lessen the time I spend online.....

Vote Please......

Need to spend time to my writing that I've been planning to do......
Help me God

Friday, July 23, 2010

Reality... Black and white... and Grey

Ya Allah, The Most Passionate and Most Merciful...
I'm sorry for my lack knowledge. For anyone who read this, I want to convey a message through the net (or the world you might say), that there's a war going on. Silently. Between the Good and the Bad. The light(white) and the dark(black). Sorry for readers who are looking for light reading material or love stories, this is not the post for that.

I was like most of the majority normal people, didn't care and didn't know what was going on through out the world. Because, honestly, I would say, " What can I do? I have no money nor power..". ( That sounds so common right?). Not until I saw these videos on Youtube, of some people who try to convey the truth to people out there... The truth that we common people fail to see. The truth that there's an evil out there trying to enslave us. What's more frightening , is that it's being going on without us realized it.

For those who thinks the colour of their dress is more important than giving out $5 to give to charity, for those who thinks that TV is instrument to control their children so they would sit still and stay home, for those who thinks that luxury is the ultimate goal of there life rather than their grave... Please.. Again please wake up........

Our life is not just about the material we try to gain every single day of our life, our life is not just about trying to be with our spouses for happiness, there more than that....
Have anyone try to find it?? has anyone??

Blood has been shed... a lot... red in colour... in the war of the white and black..... the red colour fills the earth... have anyone seen it?? Or are you blind??

Wake up... Because ... it might be yours blood or the one you love because... the war is near...

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Wednesday, July 21, 2010


What day is Today??? What's the time now?

I keep keeping tract of the time.... everything seem so slow and meaningless. (Or is it me the one who have no meaning or purpose of life?) I wonder.

Where to go? What to do?

Oh tonight I have to leave my BROADBAND at my office,,, because i don't want to sleep late tonight. I have been waking up late for the past few days.... oh Man... (and where has 'systematic' stuff that I've talked about went? Did it dissolve just like my DREAM last night?)

I'm counting the days to meet my future husband ( a really lovely man). 10 days to go. Really really miss him so badly.
And another 2 months to go until my wedding day.

Love... so sweet yet so frightening.... hehehe

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

today's breakfast (actually almost everyday's breakfast)

Today I ate Laksa Penang for breakfast.... Spicy,,, last few days not so spicy (maybe she spiced it up a little bit today) .. and my tummu felt a bit of 'burning' sensation.

How's today my plan for SYSTEMATIC LIFE???
----> 10% of the aim reach (I think so) hmmmm

When can i reach 50%.... Oh dear (sigh~~~) Hopefully my aim will be achieve.

The other thing, I have been thinking of make a 'robe' or so called Abaya design of clothing. Hmmm... where's the 'plan'? How to do it? Where's the teacher? (smiling).... Love it when I question. But no answer for now. ONLY PLAN. I think I know what to do. The design isn't that difficult. I can ask woman who know how to sew to teach me a bit of the basic design. For my passion in sewing is quite good.... So I stop here for this moment. And will be continuing later on. Muah muah my blog...

Monday, July 19, 2010

The Effect of Color GREEN 2

The Effect of Color GREEN

From :
They say : Green color is very easy on the eye, and nature keeps us entertained with an abundance of green hues, tints and shades.

While from :

They say: Green occupies more space in the spectrum visible to the human eye and is second only to blue as a favorite color. Green is the pervasive color in the natural world that is an ideal backdrop in interior design because we are so used to seeing it everywhere.

The natural greens, from forest to lime, are seen as tranquil and refreshing, with a natural balance of cool and warm (blue and yellow) undertones. Green is considered the color of peace and ecology. However, there is an "institutional" side to green, associated with illness or Government-issued that conjure up negative emotions as do the "slimy" or bilious greens.

How the color green affects us physically and mentally
* Soothing
* Relaxing mentally as well as physically
* Helps alleviate depression, nervousness and anxiety
* Offers a sense of renewal, self-control and harmony

for More info about GREEN you can visit :

There's a note about people who owned green vehicle from the site above:

What it says about you when you buy a green vehicle

There is no question that the vehicle you drive is an extension of your personality -- an unspoken, but clear message to the rest of the world.

  • The message you send by driving a vehicle that is Dark Green: Traditional, trustworthy, well-balanced.
  • If, however, your vehicle is a Bright Yellow-Green, you give a different impression: Trendy, whimsical, lively.

Hehehehe... that's what i like about COLOURS,,, especially GREEN!!!

photo and beauty

heheheh,,,,, I LOVE PHOTOS,,, i like everything about graphic.. ISN'T SHE PRETTY.... GOD GIVEN BEAUTY....

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Thank you.... love to meet beautiful minded people,,,, peace to you

today,,, and systematic,,,,

oh hell!!! looking for my stuff... again!!! everything such a mess!!!! When will i ever learn to be SYSTEMATIC?!?!?! Hmmmmmmm (sigh) ,,,,,, HELP ME ALLAH,,.... My room's a mess, my things mess, AND WORST OF ALL.... MY LIFE A BIG STICKY MESS...............

So today LESSON and training will be:::::----->>>>> CLEANING UP

AND ----------------------------------------->>>>>> SYSTEMATIC!!!!


what is it??? a reminder??

All of my life (since i left secondary school) i couldn't find my real purpose of life. I don't want to be hero, or a leader, or an artist( though when i was a little girl wanted to be a singer). Don't to be a loser either. Really,,, i was living in fantasy world.

My life purpose has to start somewhere... here, today, now,
What should i do?
-make a list
- get a book

so this blog will be my witness of my everyday journey to discover PURPOSE OF MY LIFE.

Sunday, July 18, 2010