Wednesday, May 16, 2012


Couldn't sleep. Something in my heart. What is it? I can't find the answer.

Monday, May 14, 2012

Time.... Baby.... = Reality (now)

Actually I have so many things I want to do, and a lot of things I wish I could do. But now I'm just gonna babble around a bit. At this moment my baby boy is sleeping next to me. An adorable son. Heheheh.
Anyhow, so today I got a lot o things I need to do, but because of my poor time management, nothing was done. (Thanks to me) And I got angry with my son, and I blamed him. Poor baby. So after he dozed off, I got onto the net and surf around.

So... I was curious about bloggers who became famous. How they do it? So I read the blogs of the winner of the Social Media Awards 2012. Interesting. Their blog, updated. Tidy. Beautiful. Full of photos, and visual items. Unlike my blog, which is "tunggang langgang" and not staying focus to the genre (as they say). But I must keep a positive mind set. As all the blogger are staying positive with what they are doing.

Back to the title, TIME-- I just don't know "manage" is what thing.... discipline is what I lack of. Because I just couldn't stick to routine. Is that bad? Because routine is BORING. That's why I couldn't achieve the things that I want. Now I must stay focus. It is crucial to me.... NOW.... So now I'm going to start anew. With a mind set to change into a better person, women, wife, mother, employee,,, and daughter.

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Life is a Disappoinment or Am I the disappointment?

Review my life. Nothing achieved. Where's the success?? Nada.... So is it life a disappointment or am I the disappointment?????  Should I just sit here in the corner and stare and ponder all the time about it?? or I just go out of this corner and just have fun. And forget about all the ideals. Never look back. And just continue on with my life. But there must be something that will become the highlight of my life. Because, everyone's and anyone's life is a story, must have the peak time and the down time. True?

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Hidup tak sempurna

Saya dah mempunyai anak, dah habis berpantang pun. Anak pun dah 2 bulan. Tapi entah, terasa hidup tak sempurna. Bukan meminta 100% kesempurnaan. Tapi terasa sesuatu yang kurang. Namun saya tak pasti apa sesuatu itu. Adakah ini 'baby blues'? Entah aku pun tak pasti.