Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Made up my mind

I've made up my mind. Gonna explain later.. daaa

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

falling from out of nowhere

Today, my husband told about an opportunity that I've been waiting for. But then somehow I'm not ready for it. Even though it's not a REAL CONFIRM opportunity, but still it's the one I've been waiting for. But I'm not ready. What should I do?? 

Sunday, July 24, 2011

little life

I watched few tv shows today. Entertainment. There were these girl band from Korea, then theres this talk show of these Malaysian artists, and then there's this gossip show about Malaysian artists. I used to indulge in those kind of shows. Now, these things I watched look so silly to me. It just created to fill in some blanks in the tv show or someone's pathetic life. But then, it occured to me how about my life? Is it meaningful enough? Have I put almost 100% effort into my life?? I'm still pondering and wondering.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

inspiration is hard to findddd~~~~

I have so many ideas,,,, but the thing is inspiration to create the idea is hard to get.... wanted to write some book, but didn't go anywhere. Stuck in the middle of the journey. Hmmmmm... inspiration inspiration come to meeee

apa kena???

Hmmm ape kena ni???semua tak jalan... semua tak jadi........  tunjukkkan jalan... berikan kekuatan.....

Thursday, July 7, 2011

what colour i want???

Got tired, and fed up with my environment. People says that "One is responsible for their environment". Really??
I'm so bored. Where can I 'paint' the 'colour' I wanted to my environment??? What colour do I want? Really.... Where should I start? Which corner? Too much of question.

Environment I'm in now, the colour is bleak and grey. I want it to be more colourful, bolder, and brighter. I must put my mind into it.....

Monday, July 4, 2011

Friday, July 1, 2011

apakah aku berani??

Apakah aku berani untuk mencuba mencari sebuah kerjaya yang penuh risiko?? Teringin sangat bekerja sendiri dan tidak hanya makan gaji sahaja. Ingin membuktikan keupayaan sendiri...