it's hard to write again

Since my last blog, a lot had happened. And suddenly i read my own blog. Well, it was a surprise to say that i even a have a gut to write for other to read. Anyway, it's time to start anew. A new starting point of life. I want to forget the sad things in my life, and start a journey to get a new path to anew happy life with my beloved husband. My back sore, :). Anyway, the question is, what to start with? The time is now, only the 'product' ... well well well... may take a bit of time to brainstorm... ok...