sad moment

As I was driving home from work today, there's a moment that reminded me of the time I was far apart from my husband when I really needed him. (Sigh~) I just couldn't bear the feeling. It was devastating. No word can express the feeling I felt just now. The time I needed my husband the most was the time I went through the moment of miscarriage. I don't to recall the moment, but every time I away from my husband I get the feeling. It felt bad....:(((((( My tears were running down my cheeks.... (SIGH~~~~~~~) Take that bad feeling away from me.